There’s a quote. I am sure you’ve heard it, about losing sight of the shore. I think I first came across it at one of my string of years at summer camp, out in the trees living in a big canvas tent with all my belongings in a footlocker at the end of my cot.
“Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore.”- Andre Gide
Trite, well-worn. But, I suppose, true in many circumstances. At the root of it, you can sit in your safe box and be safe, but grow bored. Or you can get uncomfortable, and grow and experience new things. This is true in work, in home, in relationships, all of it. Excitement and fear, uneasiness and nervous butterflies all go hand in hand.
In all my years I’ve never made a true stab at supporting myself on my glass, and beyond. The little span of time I had a chance, I leapt at a temporary opportunity to work as a tour manager, traveling around in vans and tour busses supporting musicians from backstage and behind the merch table. I’d not trade those days for anything, but they did take me away from my studio during the year I had the opportunity to sit down in it the most. And before I knew it, in terms of time, I became a mother. Awesome. Overwhelming, and one heck of a giant, lovely, incredible time-suck.
My son is now 8. I am now a co-parent instead of a married one. Like most of the statistics, I took a huge pay hit with the end of the marriage, and changed my life to fit that so that I could be home for my son when I have him. His Dad and I are great coparents, and I am grateful for the awesome relationship we now have raising our son.
Events at my work shifted last week, and I have been cut adrift, to a degree. Not entirely, but enough to look once again, finally, at the studio, and see what I can do within it to support myself. I had been questioning this the very day before, on Facebook. And, if one believes in such things, the Universe took notice, perked up and said “Oh yeah? Well, then… here you GO!”
So, I’m going with it. I’m taking the lesser hours at my job and am going to fill them with my own work. It will be longer work, harder work, but my own. I’ll give it my best shot. It’s real this time.
More studio time. More blog entries, newsletters, networking, and creating relationships with the wonderful humans that enjoy what I do, and want to have pieces of it to call their own. I hope, if you are reading this, you go on this journey with me while I start losing sight of the shore.
So, to facilitate that, here’s a quick list of where I can be found, and my glass and silver and stone work can be found. I love looking at art online, it’s like a little oasis when it scrolls by in my feeds. If you feel the same, here are ways to add me to that art stream. I’ve done social media as a job for years, I know the rules and what to post when and how to not blanket people with STUFF TO SELL. It will be a fun ride, more than just my art, I promise you, and all channels will not be identical. Please, come along with me!
Newsletter: This can be found at the top of the contact page, above the contact form.